uh.

hi guys

i forgot about this account. for a while. a lot happened.

and i cannot specify that "a lot" in this context mean a lot. let me go through a quick summary.

• my crush admitted she loved me and we started dating
• graduated from clown college [yes, actually.]
• parent's relationship reached the lowest point it's ever had. long story short, my mom hit my dad at one point. [kick a hole through a door as well.]
• childhood cat of 11 [going on 12] years passed on May of 2023
• got another cat after returning from a vacation
• girlfriend dumped me out of the blue for reasons that still don't make sense to me, even now. [this happened near the middle of last October.]
• went to the fnaf movie a few weeks later and saw her with a guy i've never seen before [oh well man, i just hope she's happier now.]
• finally started going to therapy
• realized i have ASD through said therapy [as well as past conversations with my then girlfriend.]
• got another cat
• that cat was spayed a few days ago and her surgery stitches opened up and i am now pulling an all-nighter to make sure she doesn't open it further. [it was only the skin layer, she'll be okay until morning.]

and yes, i tried keeping this short. a lot of littler ups and downs i left out for the sake of keeping it short, but a lot has happened. i'm sure a lot more will.

i can't guarantee this will be a definitive "i'm back!!!11!!!!" post, so see this more as a obligatory wellness check. i will surely try to use newgrounds more often than not, though. it's such a charming website to me still, i forgot how much i enjoyed it.

that being said, i'm not even sure if the people i've made friends with here are active in the few years i've been out still. i'm sure a lot has happened to you guys too, and hope all is well.